Tuesday, July 29, 2008

回报?!

You guys said i'm a good setia...
I'm zhu ding to become a setia...
I'm a 典型 de setia....
But know what?
I really don't think so...
Maybe you guys are wrong to choose me become d setia?!
I rmb anniversary d post..
I'm only penolong setia...
Jenna is the one who are d real setia...
But why is me....
Maybe i know...
Maybe i'd misunderstood...
Is me...
My fault...
I'm too "honest"...
I'm too lazy....
I din't take it seriously...
And i din't think far enough...
Then result is we might lose...

Not good in paper work....
Okay....
Maybe?
OR
Yes!

I really put lots effort inside RC...
Not only during doing the AR...
Also during all the activities...
Going to weekly meetings... take attendance... keep handphones...
There 3 hours are gone...
Hundreds of weekly meetings during this 5 years...
Including all the activities, meetings i've attended...
I may say is thousands of hours spent in RC....
I could use those hours sleeping, studying, shopping, eating.....
So... 5 years of working hard n die...
Only come with a "Pemimpin Cemerlang"?
No cert of merit.. Not even medi....
Some may only start active last year jiu getting cert of merit?
You might say joining volunteer jiu cannot hope for awards...
If like this what for organizing volunteers' recognition night?!
Cancel la! chok....

haizzz....
I'm not blaming...
I'm not angrying....
I'm only sad...
I'm only realize.....
I'm just.....
Disappointed....

17 passer-by(s) ::.:

caishenbao said...

cool down girl...
i have been 5 yrs also, pioneer for all thing..
what i get? only one cert only..
somehow, is the luck, either ppl summit u or not...
work hard for spm..
good luck

-Dine- said...

yeah..
i agree that u R NOT A GOOD SETIA at all...
y i say so...
it becos...
good setia only do usual things ...
paperwork...keep hp(maybe that person might forget to give back)...take attendances...attend all weekly meetings as usual, spend up thousand hrs stand thr......like what u say...
thats all the work for a good setia...
but...
u will have to think...
u r not only good...but u r BETTER....
a better setia...can include keeping hp & giving back hp (responsible), take attendances...attend all the meetings including acitivities meetings(care for every unit's activity!)...work more harder..spend more time in RC (help out in marching and first aid which brgs to us those TROPHIES!)...put alote of effort in unit(the most important AR!)...play an important role to bring our unit UP!Without a better secretary, we have no AR, not even got chance to nominate for best youth unit!, no attendances!no record..no Everything!
u must not think of its wasted...
not till the letter come..
no one will know what the result is.!!
u must remember..
be RC member...never get sad and disappointed becos our hard work is not appreciate by others..or we r not better than others..or u r not getting any awards (i know everyone is hopping for it-so do i)..u r Volunteers!the most important is..what u gain and what u've learnt throughtout this 5 years...appreciate it...
maybe u guys will think i say this becos i got one Meri liao mar...
but i ask u guys loe..did i owes mention abt i get Meri in front of u guys?did i laugh when u guys said that u guys didnt even have cert?did i feel happy cos only i get it.?..u think i will still be hapy if u all have this kind of sad feelings?cos i understand...everyone's feeling of didnt even getting a cert!after i get Meri, i didnt hope for best youth leader anymore...i know my standard and my potential...i dont want u guys sad or disappointed...i just want u guys to remember, treasure everything u've learnt and the most precious memory in Unit for this 5 years...that would be the best Award for everyone of us!

*one more- cert of merit is every of u who nominate will get de...so dont worry bout it ler..^^...
if i say anything wrong, please dont angry okie?*smile*i dont want my cute setia with a sad face everyday okie?i really appreciate u all for helping so much in the Unit..helping me so much when i m in trouble...i really really want thankx u guys..INCLUDING MY BEST SETIA!^^..

Pauline.Yao said...

To caishenbao:
I'm not angry la.. dun worry.. i'm ok ler.. ^^

To Dine:
arhhh~~ dine! u make me cry.... T.T
haha... enn enn... i "see open" ler.. i really appreciate our sweetest moment in khsrc... nothing is more important than our xyb~! lolx...



*u're also my BEST HSL~!!

-Dine- said...

dont cry dont cry...^^...
*smile*..ehekx....
i want lame pauline back!^^..
dont want cry pauline ^^..
XYB..da best!~..
wooo..
ehehe....
i m not da best HSL ler....
owes cause problems to u guys..haiz...
luckily u guys willing to help me...
if not...
i really dont dare to see the results..^^

Anonymous said...

i also dunwan c tiok xyb de bang zhu ah yao sad woh..how huh?? c u 2mr ya...^-^

caishenbao said...

i hav to take a long time to read out dine's reply... at first thought you r scolding him...hahah

Pauline.Yao said...

To anonymous:
hey.. i afraid u might knt c me today.. rite? lolx... sorry bout that and thankx though...
^_@

Anonymous said...

pauline,yaloh..shang xin ah..din c tiok U...they say u'll sms me but then not received de...duno izzit they cheat me or wat...tis afterun actually u should go lah if u at ther sure u'll laugh for non-stop....

Anonymous said...

caishenbao, seems like u so eng oh..oways go to KHSRC's leader de blog drop msg woh...hardworking oh...

Pauline.Yao said...

woo.. izit.. emm.. den i mz ask jenna them wat so funny on mon... hahahaha~!

caishenbao said...
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caishenbao said...

to Anonymous:
I just visit two of them, namely this pauline ee, dine, n Chung wui..... anyone else that u can figure out???
Just because of SPIRIT OF RC!!!!
No offence...

-Dine- said...

hahaz....bang zhu go out pak toh ler..eheks...tahts y no go lor..XD..
muahaha...^^

Anonymous said...

bang zhu,i ask them don tell U..hehe...:p who ask u nt go...
dine,u still sare to say again ah?? u leh..oso got pak toh nt go mah...

caishenbao,haha..who noe u oh..u seems very free bah...3 leaders of KHSRC nt enough ah?? those 3 u mention o is d management ppl leh...

-Dine- said...

anonymous, i admit i go pak toh lar...but with all my classmates bo..muahaha..XD...go studion pak toh..so lang man ar..XDXD..

Anonymous said...

dine,wah...lang man meh?? i tot next friday u with ur anak buah go somewher wll more lang man woh...

Pauline.Yao said...

pak toh pak toh??
so gud gt toh hao pak ah...
hahaha..
y i dun hav.... :(



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