Strange People

i know now CNY is just around the corner, must be happy..
but just many things make me so fed up with..
this few days are not my days...
why can one hate somebody without reason?
so strange..
i had been hated by somebody..
but i don't even know what is the reason that make him hate me..
unbelievable..
why would this earth has this kind of people..
feel sad for them!
do u all know that it hurts!
when everyone is happy talking with him then i am like an idiot sitting there doing nothing..
i am not wanting you all to pity me but i just say out what i feel!
i am also not wanting him to talk or be good to me again!
what i want to know is how on earth i'd been angry by him?!
but one thing i can be sure is..
he would no longer in my friend list!
then another thing that i am also fed up with..
something that onli happen once a year or maybe just once in life..
this year would be the last year of having the chances to have those memory..
should i go?
many reasons made me feel like don't wanna to go..
boring and been colded are what i would expect if going..
like what the last day of the last year happen..
so..
really..
please..
CNY is coming, let all these annoying matters get away from me!